Blessed are

Just a quick Hello! Almost forgot. Almost forgot yesterday too.

Well this morning I got the answer to all yesterday's questions. Mimi wanted to recite the scripture they had to learn for school:

Matthew 5:3-12

New International Version (NIV)

3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
    for they will be comforted.
5 Blessed are the meek,
    for they will inherit the earth.
6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    for they will be filled.
7 Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.
8 Blessed are the pure in heart,
    for they will see God.
9 Blessed are the peacemakers,
    for they will be called children of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

There is my answer, isn't it? Tears actually came to my eyes as she recited the text. So clear, isn't it? Not great deeds, not making your mark, not changing the world. Just the heart issuse: neediness, mourning, meekness, hunger for righteousness, mercy, purity, peacefulness, persecution.

I can learn a thing or two about being a peacemaker. All too often I contribute towards conflict in the home by scolding, getting irate, being exacting beyond reason, giving conflicting instructions. And I can work on being merciful when the kids really stuff up. God help me in these areas please. 

Please go with me now as I chat to the psychologist. Show me if this is the answer for our family for now. Or even for the next while. I really hope we find an answer soon.